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Old poem.
Comfort has abondoned me.
Its been a while.
I’m an insecure girl with an insincere smile.
Frowning upon everyone around me, i am in a full room alone.
You’ve removed me from your heart, i’m no longer home.
Just take a bullet and put it through my head!
I’d rather that be there instead
of the torturous thoughts that continue to haunt me.
They wont leave me alone.
They refuse to let me be.
I’m entirely to far gone for healing.
Theres is no way to rid of this feeling.
Its numb but it aches.
Its freezing but i sweat.
Its been long enough but its not over yet.
I shed tears enough to cause a flood.
Although i have not yet shed any blood.
Do not resent that its crossed my mind a time or two.
Then again, dear, so have you.
These violent ideas.
I plot them and sometimes pretend.
So that i know it will be perfect when i make everything end.
The pain and confusion.
The unsettling illusions.
When?!
WHEN do you know its enough?
I’m only human. I can only take so much.
Until i fall apart, break apart from this adrenaline rush.
A loud scream, a thud, and a sudden hush.
I’ve been broken. I’m done. I cant take any more.
Life is a battle and i’ve lost the war..
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